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| Wednesday, June 18th, 2008 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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1:14 pmWriter's Block: How I got on LJ This was originally my middle sister's account, then I believe I took it up almost three weeks later. I don't remember why I took it up, but it was probably because I saw how addicted my sister was to LJ. Since I always looked up to her, I think I wanted to copy her. I would have made one myself with a username relevant to my interests, but I didn't know how to make one myself. Getting a code to create an account was still difficult for me to understand back then. I totally forgot how that worked. Anyway, here I am - still inconsistent with my journal entries and attempting to keep up with people. Just thinking about how I got on LJ makes me curious enough to read my past entries. I am worried about what I will find. current mood:  thoughtful
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| Wednesday, April 18th, 2007 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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3:29 pmI have a lot to say.... This is basically a reminder for me to make an entry and rant about all the shit that's been happening to me lately. My thoughts are this: Perhaps if I post something like this, I'll be more likely to write it since I promised.... Just writing this is taking up precious study time.... I heart all of you! Sorry for all the birthdays I missed and for not reading up on your lives... You'll all most likely get delayed posts from me in about... two/three weeks? Welps, back to studying..... current mood:  anxious
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| Monday, March 5th, 2007 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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11:21 pm
So.... I'm sad that my palm pilot decides to fail on me during class while I attempt to post a journal entry. I guess it was a sign telling me to pay attention.... Anyhow. This weekend was busy. It was probably the most relaxing weekend I've had in a while. Five birthdays that I attempted to celebrate all in one weekend: my uncle allan, kuya allen, Jason, Ryan, and Yuko. It's interesting how I planned to cover seeing my family, elementary, junior high, and high school people, respectively. I would have accomplished my goal, but Yuko had made other plans that I could not participate in. So going to my uncle's house was fun. Makes me realize how old everyone is when I see the family gathered. I ran errands the whole day thinking and that in itself made me feel older. After spending a couple hours at my uncle's house, I stopped by Ryan's place and gave him his birthday gift. That was a bundle of fun since I got to play the Wii~! Oh... yea, seeing Ryan was great too, I guess... =P. After realizing I got carried away with the joys of Wii, I went to BJ's, then Jason's house for his birthday celebration. We played Kings Cup for a while, then went home. It's nice seeing people after so long. Well... You know how it goes... After losing a draft of work, you lose your motivation to write it all down again. That's where I'm at right now... I bid you all a good night. I shall inform you of my spring break madness next time... current mood:  blahcurrent music: random stuff... i dont even know
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| Tuesday, February 20th, 2007 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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12:18 amBecause you know what? I'm just that tired..... Sleep for me... Too much to do this week... I'm tired of studying.... Tuesday: Lecture on IV medications Go to work to...: Study for Roy Test Finish my Roy Careplan Wednesday: Take Roy Test Get Ashes - Decide what to give up Practice Catheterization Make sure Roy Careplan is completed Read Bioethics Study for IV medication exam Thursday IV medication exam nap? read bioethics if i didnt do it on wednesday go to bioethics go to nick's birthday celebration dinner Friday go to work 8-4:30 finally get to relax current mood:  uncomfortable
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| Wednesday, February 14th, 2007 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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12:44 am
gah... that bad habit of mine again.... I should be sleeping right now....
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| Thursday, February 8th, 2007 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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9:03 pmweeeeeeee so lately it's been busy. surprisingly i have been studying, but as a result i feel as though i have lost the relaxing aspect of my life that i always MAKE SURE is there. i know it comes with life, yada, yada, yada. buuuuuttttt. i can't help but feel bored and lonely lately. oh well. at least i'm really into my nursing right now. it'll help me in the long run... i could elaborate more with my life, but right now i'm not feeling the urge to explore my feelings enough to write it down. i definitely miss this though. i'll be sure to try to post more often. until then. take care =) current mood: blahcurrent music: nothing
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| Monday, July 10th, 2006 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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2:53 am
heh... heh... hehehehehe.... (like a creepy person) staying up late to gain personal satisfaction from !~finding~! (uwah... the frustration...) then finally being able to read furuba 129 is quite the addiction... now for sleep, then to doctor's current mood:  sleepy
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| Saturday, July 8th, 2006 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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8:20 pm
HAHAHAHAHA i cant get over the fact that as i was reading the end of chapter 122 of furuba, that i was listening to Always on My Mind - One Voice it fit oh so perfectly that i couldnt stop laughing and even now, i am totally ecstatic! annnyyyhoooww back to reading =P current mood:  ecstaticcurrent music: Always on My Mind - One Voice
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4:21 pmLong time no see~ HOOOOWWDDYYY~ yes... it has been a long time since i've updated. i apologize.. that is.. if you have actually been waiting. i have been busy with summer school (Japanese 1 [yay... i know hiragana and katakana] and Nutrition) as well as preparing to enter the nursing program at my school. Unable to bear the curiosity of what has been happening with my lj friends, i have decided to suck up my lazy nature and sign on to make an update! yay~ so anime expo just passed and i have finished summer school just in time to attend it without worries. this year was an interesting year since i attended most of it by myself, while wandering to and from people that i know. wandering around by myself seemed great since i was given the freedom to do whatever it is i wanted without having to worry about someone else; although i did manage to do that when i went with my middle sister =P. unfortunately she wasnt able to attend due to work. anyhow, the first day i went with my friend, Celeste. she and i waited in line for our badges an immediately got in line for the CLAMP panel. while she waited with friends from high school, i went to audition for AX idol (which i didnt expect to win - and i didnt). what made my day was winning the CLAMP autograph session! yaaayyy! 250 people won it so they split it into two sessions. i have pictures (of the people who won, not CLAMP). i'll show them later. when evening came, we went to the AMV contest. celeste and i weren't that amazed with this year's entries, but the video by kevin at the end of the contest cheered us up afterwards =). after thinking about checking out the AX dance, we decided to simply go home since we were tired. and so~ that concludes the first day. the next two days were easy-going days. i wandered around to different panels, video rooms, exhibit booths, etc. i decided not to go on 4th of july since it would be a waste of money to buy a parking pass for only a few hours. i only wanted to go to check out the ax winners and perhaps buy something, but changed my mind once i got home. fourth of july was boring for me. i didnt see a single firework mostly because... i didnt really care. i wasnt in the fourth of july mood this year. instead of getting excited over fireworks, i got nostalgic as i sat and watched genshiken. i remembered what my fourth of july used to always consist of: my childhood friend who used to live in my neighborhood would come over, spend the night, watch Hocus Pocus (yea... random, right?), and wake up in the morning to make buttered toast for breakfast. ahh... how carefree childhood is... =P oh well, i digress... anyhow, i havent much to do this coming week... all that lies ahead of me is to continue preparing to enter the nursing program as well as my attempt to go out as much as possible. quite difficult since i dont have a car... o well, that's my excuse for now. i'll leave it at that. current mood:  boredcurrent music: God Bless - Hirano Aya (the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya)
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| Sunday, January 22nd, 2006 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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9:24 pmback at school~! Soooo I'm back at MSMC and trying to get situated with my schedule~! Lately things have been pretty calm and the only worry I have is for what awaits me in my classes. uhms yes... i really felt that i should update this so i wanted to write but i am restricted because i must read my microbiology and critical thinking homework~! current mood: worried
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| Tuesday, December 27th, 2005 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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10:21 pmblargh Having a good cry is always nice, but today wasn't one of those times that I wanted to. I think it was bound to happen. uh... Its really too late for me to be writing about it and I doubt I will feel up for it later. So i suppose I will just leave it at that and see if I will want to write about it later. current mood: exhausted
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| Saturday, December 24th, 2005 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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10:06 amLast Night's Dream So I had a dream that I went to a hotel with my friends in this structure that looked like it was the Anaheim Convention center, but in hotel form (obviously). Anyhow, we got settled and then we decided to go up to chaβs room because it was different from our room. I donβt remember who roomed with me at the beginning of the dream because it changes at the end. So we went upstairs to chaβs room that has a view of down below like the quad of the convention center and when weβre in her room, we end up hearing loud music that is similar to the music I hear when my schoolβs tae bo classes start. We get curious and all of us go downstairs to the pool area where we find that there is a party/club thing going on and thereβs a bar and a DJ there and everything. The atmosphere was basically similar to the Roxy that I went to with my SL girlfriends last night. Well, the girls and I realized that cha wasnβt around and we looked up at her room and stayed down the hall from where I was staying. (This was found out through one of those third person perspectives of the dream). So then we get worried and look for Cha and figure that sheβs with that suspicious person and so we look for her. The scene changes and I end up at a Dennyβs place with my sisters and my Ate Pia. We were all just sitting down and then this black guy comes up to me and asks me to dance so I said yes and we danced. As we dance, I can see my sisters and ate pia smiling at me cuz he ended up putting his arms around me and me clinging to his waist. The black guy ended up changing to this white, unattractive lead singer of The Aniks that we saw last night and who I found attractive only in my dream. Somehow, after playing around with conversation while we were dancing, we ended up talking about video games and a good cry. He told me that we should go back to his room and have a good cry, but I insisted that we have it at my hotel room. So I go to my room and he goes back to his room to get something. All the while I wasnβt aware of the creepy atmosphere of my dream. It felt as though this guy had intentions of raping me and when he went back to his room, there was a woman who was part of the plan and who I had met during the scene of the club/party. While I was running around joyfully awaiting a good cry, I think it was my oldest sister who was going back to my room (whichβ¦ it turned out that I had two because I had another room up on the floor next to chaβs) and saw the guy coming out of his room and since she was always suspicious of him, she asked him where I was and he said that he was going to go have a good cry with me in my room and gave her this creepy smile with evil intentions. My sister ran to my other room and told me what was going to happen and then I was surprised and ran down to the room with that woman in it and for some reason I was saying I was very sorry for falling for the plan and the woman felt extremely guilty because I suppose I made friends with her or something. That concluded the dream. I was surprised I was having such a vivid dream since I havenβt had one in a while. I had many short dreams while I took a nap at my dorm, but those arenβt very satisfying. ^_^ well! Off I go to relax for a bit! HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE EVERYONE! I hope you all have two wonderful days! Donβt drink too much and donβt party too hard x)! current mood: cheerfulcurrent music: Yamashita Kousuke - Hana Yori Dango Main Theme
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| Monday, December 19th, 2005 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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6:54 pm
haha i had to do it twice xP
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6:04 pmWinter Break!! aahhhh, Finally home and relaxing! I just finished shopping and wrapping presents for my friends! It feels so wonderful not to worry about it anymore, but now I must worry about Christmas Cards and what not! Ah... let's have a break from that for a while... *thinks* Alright! So! Finals went alright. I believe I will be fine in all of my classes, except Anatomy. The only problem with that class is that I might not get the grade that I want, but I'll still be passing... It will be sad next semester since some of my friends won't be coming back.... All the best wishes and prayers to them. Oh yes, about that. Emotional moments that I wish I were crying during, but no tears would come. I suppose it's because I don't believe I will lose touch with people who are leaving. I always think that I will have those people within contact and if we lose touch, then i assume it is my fault and I must cope with it. My roommate was sobbing though. I suppose if I were on my period, I would be crying too... or even so, I think she might be crying even if she wasn't.... either way, I still felt bad that I wasn't crying. I suppose I shouldn't worry about it so much. Hms... so... let's see.... Christmas is approaching, as you very well know, and I have only felt about.... 1/3 of the Christmas spirit that I expect. I suppose it slowly dwindles as time goes on... *sighs* Quite sad. Well! My mind is quite all over the place, so I might as well leave this entry as it is. I hope to write again this week, since I plan to fill the week with interesting events. Until next time! *waves* My mind is quite current mood: accomplished
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| Tuesday, December 13th, 2005 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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11:11 am
I wish that the only thing that I needed to do was to finish off this paper writing like this!! Oh well, I shall wait until I get this typing stuff out of the way. My thoughts are processing slowly and I am unable to type this quickly for my paper. It annoys me; I really want to type with ease. Stream of consciousness is always fun, especially for papers. Anyhow, I realize that I didnβt type all that much when I intended to type a long rant, but o well. Thatβs life. Well. I guess I better be off to finish this paper. current mood:  frustratedcurrent music: typing of the keyboards in the computer lab
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| Sunday, December 4th, 2005 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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1:22 pmfinals... finals... and more finals... Time for studying! That's basically all I had to say... ^_^" What to do: English Final (1-2 page paper) Plays and Politics Final (6-8 page paper) Hebrew Scriptures (10 minute powerpoint presentation) Study for Scientific Concepts (Physics final this week, then cumulative final next week) Study for Anatomy (Lab exam Wednesday, Lecture next Thursday) out of school on the 15th! current mood:  busy
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| Thursday, November 24th, 2005 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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1:15 pm
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE~! uhms... here's a treat? ( Bored enough to get dolled up for nothing ) current mood: bored
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| Thursday, November 3rd, 2005 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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11:05 pmWhat I need least ... is drama to come into my life resulting in no productivity towards my studies. Quite ironically I was thinking of how interesting it would be to keep these friends of mine. I thought to myself: "Wow. How lucky I am to find people who will accept me so quickly and, even though they don't know much about me, they are able to put that aside and still have fun." Little did I know that if I did anything to get in the way with their "original" group, then it would result in my exclusion from it. Exclusion... perhaps that isn't the word I am looking for; perhaps, there is no word for it. Suddenly, there is a lack of smiles (if anything... lack of sincerity in their smiles), no eye contact, and avoidance (not so much, but I can feel a little of it). You may think: "Oh Nel, you're simply thinking too much." I wish I were... I truly hope that I am just thinking way too much and that it is just my insecurity that is making all of this seem real, but my attempts to act normally seem to get rejected by their actions and I am left to contemplate by myself. This isn't what I need right now and I would love to forget and just go on studying, but how this all came about is making me think. My mind is asking: "Why are you going to let these people surpass you in your studies when it isn't even effecting them?" I respond: "I KNOW~ I KNOW! I can't help but think about strange and humerous aspects of it." Those aspects will be stated if ever I resume feeling iffy. Just now, after wandering around the net, I don't feel as though I want to talk about it. Thanks for those who lend an ear. I realize that there are bigger and worse things that could happen to me so I will continue attempting to think positively. current mood: andcurrent music: Frou Frou - Holding Out for A Hero
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| Tuesday, November 1st, 2005 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||
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11:28 pmPost-Halloween life Before I go on a rant about my halloween, let tell you how I feel at this moment. I feel stressed. Yes, typical rantings of a college student (oh lord... I nearly said high school), but it's worth ranting about every now and then. The massive amounts of time that I have wasted definitely will not go to waste again; I have vowed to make the next two weeks nothing but productive. Just to make this clear: I don't intend to complain about this situation that I am in; I know I put myself in it so I will spare you the rhetorical questions. In order to make this simple, I will simply put a list of what it is that i have to do: - Study for religion (test thursday) - Write a monologue for my politics class (due wednesday evening [personal goal]) - Write a research paper by friday evening - Study study STUDY for anatomy whenever I have free time ( My Halloween ) current mood: anxiouscurrent music: Smashing Pumpkins - Beautiful
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